life is what you believe you can make of it
There has been a time I thought everything was possible when I believed that the only key to open every door was a true and honest love. There has been a time I thought my family was the best in the whole world and nothing would prevent me from being like that. There has been a time I thought there were not bad people but only not good intentions and that, after all, I was not bad at all.
The acceptance of being a “mistaker” is the 1st real victory out of a defeating everyday life. Growing up you realize your childish has been poisoned in every possible way and that probably you will be part of this crazy world forever under the spoils of an innocent unknown nobody.
I guess this is what hurts me the most when I wake up after a restless and almost sleepless nigh: there is something you just can’t talk about cause you’ve not been learnt how to do it and there is somebody you need to open up to that simply is not there and that even if he/she were would not understand your stream of thoughts and words only because they would sound so unusual and honest to be avoided in order to let him/her live another happy unconscious day.
Is it really loneliness the only battle we can’t win?
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No, there is always someone.
Yes, it is helpful to TALK with this person.
If you do not want to open up your mind… Find the person you trust. There is no excuse.
=( you can’t always find someone who can help you and listen to you… and yes, we can’t win loneliness…however,you have to try
but there is some times that we don’t have anyone that we can trust…