the atlas theory
Basically when I get to the point I feel like I need to write my thoughts down on this digital “piece of paper” it’s because I’m facing an extreme situation. Life can be so hard that when you realize it you feel like there’s no escape at all: it’s funny to see how people face their problems forgetting about others’. This happens in families as well as in individual cores: so when you are about to face a bad moment or a depression state of mind people that have already been poisoned by it look at you, recognize it and stay away.
Read Morethis is growing up, or maybe growin’ older
Yeah I know, I know. To start with a line from one of Vanilla Sky’s lyrics it’s a little bit self-celebratory but what can I say? It took me months to get back in front of the keyboard and be able to type down something real.
I’m not going to lie: it’s been quite a crazy time, getting ready for my band’s new album release date, touring around, managing my job as a producer and as a musician and as a human being ain’t that easy at all, in fact I still wonder how professional bands can manage this.
Read Morereciprocity
Hello again, I am really sorry to the readers who keep visiting this lonely blog page. Because of my absence I have to blame my life, furthermore I have been able to think a lot about too many things.
I’m having some kind of a hard lifetime, indeed. But my fragile spirit keeps itself loaded with good intentions and proposals. I have been jogging for a while in order to keep the bad thoughts away, and putting all of my energies into work it kinda helps. Still it’s difficult to fall asleep and get yourself comfortable in front of the mirror when it’s you and you alone to have a speech with your mind. I’ve figured out how deeply we are in need of approvals from everybody: every time we look ourselves in the mirror, every time we cross a street and get our image reflected in some shop glasses, every single time we put our keys in the car door. We’re insecure and we’re afraid to discover something wrong might be going on.
Read Morethe fear in love
I am going to post the following lyrics cause they deeply represent me at the moment: Don’t Look Down is a pop punk band which expired few years ago under Epitaph records… I used to love the guys’ music.
Check this out as I believe this is one of the best lyrics ever:
Title: The Fear In Love
Artist: Don’t Look Down
I keep trying to figure this out
Fragile moments keep this (your) head full of doubt
The silence burns inside
I wanna tell you everything
You need to find a way to let me in
I wanna take what’s in your head and make it right again
Redefining my life away from you
A deserted island in the empty atlantic blue
A resolution is distant and out of reach
What the use in color if I can’t see
I wanna tell you everything
You need to find a way to let me in
I wanna take what’s in your head and make it right again
I wanna tell you everything
You need to find a way to let me in
I wanna take what’s in your head and make it right again
Please just listen, I’m sorry for the things I never said
I’m not finished, all the times i made you go away….
This fear in love has turned me the wrong way
I wanna tell you everything
you need to find a way to let me in
I wanna take what’s in your head and make it right again
I wanna tell you everything
you need to find a way to let me in
I wanna take what’s in your head and make it right again
to say i’m a blogger it’s like to say i’m a reader
Hello,
long time no speak. I’ve been busy by working hard as a producer with Scenario, as a musician with Vanilla Sky and as a human being with the rest of my life. These are actually hard times to me but I swore to myself I’d face 2010 with a sunnier spirit and a pure fighter soul so here I am again to talk a little bit about myself and my thoughts. I’ve been visiting some blogs recently and I must say I’m kinda addicted right now: I love to read about people, to know what their thoughts are when they feel lonely, defenseless, naked.
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